December 2010
I’m over this motherfucking nostalgia.
i'm now a "fag" because i don't want to hangout...
at least i’m not a fat alcoholic who can’t get laid because i never shower and because i’m a fucking asshole with no real goals in life…
people don't understand what "leave me the fuck...
I don’t know how to make myself more clear.
I can't stop.
I’ve tried. I’ve failed. this is real. I’m sorry. I never meant it to come this far, I promise.
it's about damn time something of that sort...
“An intellectual says a simple thing in a hard way. An artist says a hard thing...”
– Charles Bukowski (via brokenmachine)
“The smarter the woman is, the more difficult it is for her to find the right...”
– Oprah Winfrey (via insidecrashedcars, simplynorule) (via scor-pion)
today's my 21st birthday.
I don’t feel the need to celebrate to say the least.
first hulk hug in ages, and I just so happened to be on ecstasy. I didn’t wanna fall again, this time I didn’t, I grew. I can look at him now and still see love but the kind of love I’ve been longing to find for him for a long time. he’s my bro, through and through. the way he is with his girlfriend is adorable, they’re the cutest couple in the world and they deserve...
“I was reading the dictionary. I thought it was a poem about everything.”
– Steven Wright (via libraryland)
goodpoetry:
I love the dark hours of my being in which my senses drop into the deep. I have found in them, as in old letters, my private life, that is already lived through, and become wide and powerful now, like legends. Then I know that there is room in me for a second huge and timeless life.
Rainer Maria Rilke
so many people talk about how they wish they were in a love story like certain movies or whatever, I think those people are unoriginal.
life is about making your own story, it may feel like a shitty story from time to time, but it’s still a story nonetheless. on top of that, it’s your story, pretty much the best story you’ll ever read or see on television. <3
his little brother is the most annoying creature in the world.
I'm bored with phases, I want the real thing.
two outta three. five days from now = three outta three.
“If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.”
– Haruki Murakami ~ Kafka on the Shore (via heartsnthoughts)
“Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier...”
– Homer, The Iliad (via hijadeluniverso, perforatedveins)
Florence And The Machine - Kiss With A Fist
i have a poster to make, an essay to write, a subtest to study for, a book to read, a letter to spill everything into, laundry that needs to be tended to, a bed to sleep in, toes to warm and a heart to get back.
i doubt i’ll get to bed tonight. :/
these next two days are going to be torture, i can already tell. hopefully, this piece of paper will be worth it in the end. but in the end,...
so much for going to seattle this weekend
in all honesty, i’m fine with that. i can do without seeing specific faces for as long as i can help it.
“This is not my life. These are not my cobwebs. This is not the darkness I was...”
– Colum McCann, Let the Great World Spin (via wearebasiclight)
“It’s a wonder I’m even alive. Sometimes I think that. I think that I can’t...”
– Augusten Burroughs (via suzywire)
seattle this weekend. not sure it's a good idea.
…we’ll see how this goes. i’m not expecting greatness so i won’t get disappointed.
i'm disgusted with myself as of late.
i’ve gained a few pounds since i’ve gotten better from being sick.
this means i’m changing my eating and exercising habits right this second. as well as agreeing to not drinking with friends, but going straight for the drugs. HA! jk, kinda.
it helps that i keep away from sweets as is.
“To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.”
– David Viscott (via quotewhore)
tamburina:
I carry death in my left pocket. Sometimes I take it out and talk to it: “Hello, baby, how you doing? When you coming for me? I’ll be ready.”
Charles Bukowski
got a new ipod (: i called it "moonshine"
